I had sex with another man but his wife – and then my husband – found out.
I still cannot get my lover out of my mind, even though he is old enough to be my father. I am 31 and my husband and I have a lovely daughter aged five.
But he seems focused on his work all the time. I think all I wanted was someone to care for me and give me some affection.
I met this older man outside my daughter’s school gates. He was collecting his grandson who is the same age.
We got talking and he was so lovely. Next day we talked again but didn’t finish our conversation because the kids came out of school and wanted our attention.
He suggested we carry on our chat over at a restaurant before collecting the children next day. This became a regular thing and I enjoyed it. The restaurant we liked closed down so he suggested I went to his home. His wife was at work. He told me she is 53, which shocked me because I knew he was older than her.
He is so young-looking, slim and toned as he works out at the gym every morning.
That first time I went to his house we kissed and it got really passionate. I managed to hold back but I couldn’t stop thinking about him and the next day we ended up in bed.
He is a wonderful lover and I enjoyed it more than with my husband or previous boyfriends.
This went on for a few months but one day we left in a hurry because we realised the kids were already coming out of school and I left my earrings by the bed.
Of course his wife found them and forced him to tell her what was going on. She told my husband on Facebook. It was awful.
My husband wants us to stay in our marriage. He can’t judge me because he had an affair with a work colleague some years ago. He begged me to forgive him then and I did. But my lover is constantly in touch.
All I want is to be with him again. My husband is only 35 but when he tries to have sex with me, I shudder.
