I HAVE been seeing a sex worker as my fiancee is against having sex until we are married.
Now I am terrified she is going to find out. I have been seeing a sex worker as my fiancee is against having sex until we are married
I have been engaged to the girl of my dreams for more than a year. She is 23, I am 28. I knew she was the one for me the moment I set eyes on her and could hardly believe my luck when she showed an interest in me.
The only fly in the ointment is that she will not have full sex with me because of her religious views. She thinks it would be totally wrong to be intimate outside marriage and therefore we both have to wait.
We do have some physical contact and give one another pleasure but it is not the same as the proper sexual relationship I long to have with her.
I got so frustrated, I contacted a friend I know who uses prostitutes and confided in him. He initially picked a girl up on the street and has been seeing her ever since as he is between girlfriends. I have now used the same sex worker three times
There was no way I thought I could find one the same way, for all kinds of reasons, so my mate said he would find someone for me.
He gave me a number. I was nervous as I had never done anything like it before.
The girl was good-looking but the sex was mechanical and cold. It was not the sort of loving I hope my fiancee and I will have but at least it was a relief.
I used a condom because I was terrified of picking up an infection and passing it on. I have now used the same sex worker three times. I decide that I won’t see her again and then my need for sex gets the better of me.
If my fiancee ever finds out, that will be the end of the future we have planned together.
